Does anyone even read this?

So right now, I am feeling kind of useless. I should be working hard, but I'm not. I will later. Maybe. Feeling kind of down. Not depressed. Just kind of blah. Like nothing good or really rainbow is going to happen today. No phone calls. No visits. No hot guys that maybe want my number? I would give it out like candy today! (And then, of course, regret it tomorrow.) I think K and I are going to BPs to watch the game tonight. Should be interesting. Although I think I should not drink. I am a little to weird today to add alcohol to the mix. I hope something interesting happens today. Like someone new reading my blog. Or winning some money. Or running into a friend that I have not seen in a while. Or even just some random person smiling at me like I made their day just by walking by. All I need is a hug. Some reassurance that I am important to someone. Something. Anything. That would be rainbow cool.