Lose Control
Sometimes I want to lose control.
I don't want to always be the good girl.
I want to say f*** it and do what I want.
I want to make out with whoever and not care about it tomorrow.
I want to go out dancing and make a total fool of myself.
I want to get drunk, and have someone else take care of me for a change.
I don't want to watch my language.
I don't want to be polite or nice.
Why should I?
Who cares?
I care. But I don't want to.
I wish I could let go. Lose control. But I can't.
posted by Laura @ 10:24 AM
4 Comments:
At March 28, 2006 3:32 PM,
life's a dream said…
Why not? Sure you can. First thing to do is go back and change f*** to what you really mean. Fuck. Go on. You'll feel better. Laura, if there's one thing I've learned this past year, it's to be yourself. Be who you really are inside. Be the person you really want to be. It's ok to be spontaneous, flirtatious, to lose control. As long as you never lose who you are.
At March 28, 2006 4:31 PM,
Laura said…
Okay. Fuck it! Fuck it all! I want to go somewhere and do something crazy. Okay, maybe not crazy, but spontaneous and exciting. I think I will!
At March 28, 2006 10:44 PM,
life's a dream said…
Go for it girl!
At March 29, 2006 2:42 AM,
Anonymous said…
This could be a goog meme: a list of 5 crazy things you wanna do.
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